It's been a rough day for me. On the good side, I leave for Goddard in a few days, and have my room mostly cleaned so that the swap around can be done while I'm gone. On the other hand, I've been coping with bad GID today. I found out that the only site out there that is still going after me over my being 'trans' is a militant feminist site that sees all trans women as being not-women. As I've mentioned before, I'm intersexed not transsexed. While I have to undergo SRS and the rest, but unlike the trans people I've met over the years, I just think completely like a woman without being conscious of it. That sounded wrong. Over the years, the trans people who I have met with bodies similar to mine (with the normal body structure of a woman) have all been intersexual at some level beyond the brain. (incidentally, from the way she's drawn, I think T should write Chrissie as trans/inter-sexed. She's too female of form and I doubt that she's had the extensive surgeries necessary to make her appear that way, so if it's natural, she's intersexed at some level).
Yeah, I get the fact that there are many trans women out there who retain way too much in the way of male-centered thinking, but, you know, that's not true for all of us.
You know something- these kinds of people make me so fucking angry. They think like the very patriarchs that they claim to hate. You know, in those societies that valued women highly and who had a very matriarchal structure- being trans/inter didn't exclude one from the female only spaces and from being seen as a woman because that's what you were. The shaman in me reviles these kinds of women because they really are among the worst out there. They just want to replace phallocracy with gynocracy and one form of tyranny with another.
I may really not like men, and try to avoid being around men as much as possible, but even I don't like that idea.
Sorry for the rant. I needed to get that out.
There was a girl who had a little curl right in the middle of her forehead, and when she was good, she was very, very good, and when she was bad she was homicidal.
I am a lizard woman from the dawn of time, and this is my wife.